A run-on sentence

She said to watch my footing, the floor dips and sways near her so I left stepping out into the grass to get a better safer angle through the window and although I could see I could no longer smell her smell or touch her skin and this made me hesitate and my mind ran with reasons to find better footing but I had my bond my love to stay and so I sit out here on a chair looking in the window waiting for her to stop adding more layers to her water proof gear and turn to look at me but alas I will hear what she will say and it will be "We will be better friends than lovers."